Presence 2/9/22

I am learning intricate lessons around presence lately. Temperance, and attachment. I am realizing that they go coincide more & more each day. Life/moments/emotions are temporary, they are not permanent. Bc these moments, emotions and lives are temporary, it's important to stay present. It is important not to attach yourself to the emotion, moment, or life too hard or else you are not remaining present.
Website 2/1/23

It is truly wild to be entering onto this page only the second official "journal entry" damn near a year after putting the first one in. I think the reason i began the creation of this website to have a little hub for all of the things that i find interesting, helpful or fun. I didn't take it too seriously in the beginning, just something fun to work on and create into the physical. Over time (the year lol) i started feeling as if i
lost the vision. Or i went all in and had like 50 ideas of pages i wanted to have, with 50 different things on them. Then one day a few months ago i simplified it hella to allow it room to grow as time progresses etc. I also went thru a phase of feeling weird and nervous, like why share this publicly? and does it matter what peoples take is on a piece that i've created or anyone for that matter? personally every time i see anyone create a piece or work on something thats enjoyable
to them and or creative, i think its absolutely beautiful, and courageous even. and so i say all of that to say that somehwere along the way i became super aware of the perceptions of others clouding my space, and im not sure why. Also, the issue of perfectionism and things of the such, you have to start somewhere with anything, its often not where its going to end up, because growth exists and thats an exctiing thought, and also its okay to be a perfectionist and not be perfect :)
Presence 2/9/22

I am learning intricate lessons around presence lately. Temperance, and attachment. I am realizing that they go coincide more & more each day. Life/moments/emotions are temporary, they are not permanent. Bc these moments, emotions and lives are temporary, it's important to stay present. It is important not to attach yourself to the emotion, moment, or life too hard or else you are not remaining present.